My name is Bergendahl Hawkins, I am mentally ill. I was meant to become a killer.

The American Government became interested in me when I was a sixteen-year-old student in Germany and a sailor in the United States Navy befriended me. In 1988, in a contrived setup in Santa Monica, California, I was wrongly charged with attempted theft and arrested, which lay the groundwork for future attempts to exploit me. For decades thereafter, efforts were made to turn me against Jews. I was given access to guns, upon which my fingerprints were (and possibly still are) imprinted. I was to become an assassin, with plausible deniability built-in for my would-be Masters. When this effort failed, I was made to leave this country, although I later returned.

This is not the first time the Government has ill-used the mentally ill. See the case of Sami Osmakac (among many others), a schizoaffective man serving a forty-year sentence after an FBI sting.
When I eventually saw through their manipulation, the Government tried to stop me from writing about it. On one occasion, as part of a desperate cover-up, I believe, they even drugged me. Also, an active account disappeared from a bank’s records, as though it had never existed. I am convinced this criminal madness was motivated by elements of this Government attempting to counter the Jewish, Zionist and Israeli lobbies, by means untraceable.

There is also the matter of what is called the National Security State. As with a matrioshka doll, this story may hide an even larger scandal, one involving this Republic and the American people as a whole. Namely the slow, perhaps inexorable, loss of their civil liberties. How did it come to this?

Lastly, I declare here my support for the BDS movement (Boycott, Divestment, Sanctions) against the Israeli apartheid regime. It seems to me (I am only a handyman by trade) that what America does relentlessly (interfere in other countries), Israel does here, as well. Irony of ironies! There may be some justice in this world after all. See the work of Finkelstein, Measheimer, Walt, Blumenthal and, recently, B’Tselem.

However, I must also immediately and sincerely acknowledge a debt to my likely protectors: elements of the Jewish communities, the Zionist interest, the Los Angeles Police Department, the State of Israel-Palestine and other institutional backers. Without them, I believe I would soon have been ground to nothing under the iron heel of America’s security services. I owe you much. You have my heartfelt gratitude!

I don’t have to walk,
I won’t run,
I don’t need their money,
I want a scandal.

On this site can be found the entire contents of my book, now in the public domain: Schizophrenia Weaponized, US $20.20, ISBN 978-1-7371788-1-1

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